buntu..lost.aiyak!!

what to do..???
musykil..
da x ley nk gerak dah otak nih..
stuck kt traffic light yg ntah ble nk jln.
ceh
(gaye cm ade the big bang problem jek..)
blala..
walhal. kecik je pon..
ye ke kecik..?
hmm..
ntah
aku nk kuar g jmpe kwn psl die nk fly dah 3.9.2009 nih..
comfirm la after this payah ag nk meet..
skrng pon really2 hard to meet..huh
sorang utara, sorang selatan..
the problem is,
xkan nk kuar buka puase ngn dia??
im not feeling good r cmni cz
aku blk cni smata2 nk buka puase ngn family..
takkan nk g kluar kot..
xboley langgar prinsip aku..
family first..hehe
aiyakkk...
nk send dia smpai ke airport mmg la xkn tercapai
psl i have kuliah at that time..perrgghhh
so..
cmne..?
tefon je la..
mane boley..xkn x jmpe..
heh..g rumah dia??
cm malu jek..segan kt parents dia..
leh..cm x penah jmpe je gaye..
hehe
nmpknye..the best way kt sini ialah
capai telefon n buat crank call..???
heh
x de la..
call die n ckp study hard and take care..
susah btol..
kwn dgn die dah almost 11 years..
lame x lama tuuhh..
pejam celik..masing2 dah finished school
huh..

p/s~ awak, sori ye x dpt nk antar smpai airport..
kalo ikutkn mmg pon nk anta smpai pintu departure tu..
heh..jgn lost contact ye..tke cre..
(gaye cm ckp ngn die dpn2 jek..)

manusia diatas ialah seorang best friend known since i was in standard 1.
accidently, tersama sekolah smpai secondary school and bawa haluan masing2
setelah tamat spm..

~end~

TERHARU

just came back from tarawih prayer..
guess what..?
haha..
met my students there..at masjid..
they still recognise me..eventhough dah few months left that school..
dunno how to show the feeling..
but i feel gooooodddd
heh!
ye la..
sape x terharu kalo ade student remember us..
siap salam ag tuu..
terharu gilee la..
huh..
rase rindu plak kt student2 ku yg terchenta..
bilakah dapat bertemu..??
hahaha..
talking bout students, teringt ade sorang bdk prcticum..
boley dia ckp " ko ajar bdk2 kecik msti ko rase x sabar nk ade anak kn..??"
huh!! ape punye statement la inche iznul oii...
aku sgt gembira bersama budak2..
statement ko tu, never ever crossed my mind tau x..???
statement yang sgt melangkaui batas..
merentasi 7 benua..huh!
~nggeeee~

Missing the part of me..

im.so.bored.

dunno what to do..

nk study..

cm xda mood je..

i'll wait for the mo0d to come this night..

heh..boley caye ke..?

whateverr..

last2 belek2 la gmbar dulu kala..

gambar zaman skolah..

nk tergelak

terguling2..

almklumla..

gmbar dolu dolu..

~ngeee~

gmbar2 time form 5 dulu..

serious aku rindu bdk2 5 naim..

wehhhhh

bile nk wat reunion.???

start ngn faiq si kachak x jadi..

heehh prasan!! huhu

fatha, fadzli, hairi..

antara bdk pendiam gak r in that class..

tp kalau kt hostel tatau la cmne their character..

piji yang plg sukeee mnyakat org!!

asal ko mnyepi wehh..

aku ade wat salah ke..?

ke ko takut aku tnye psl ups..??

cehs..

hafiz..tgh amek stam skrg nih..

satu2nye ustaz dlm klas..

hehe

and the only and only one yang suke sgt

pronounce my name berdengung..

huh!!

dlu mnymph gle dgr..

but now..kna admit gak yg aku rindu bunyi tuu..

heh!

dia sorg je boley wat..

nnnnnooooiiiii..

hahaha

last sklali inche monitor..shahidan..

ceruk mane ntah die..

girls..leya..plg rapat ngn aku..

sama2 ngantuk time fizik..huh!

asal la time fizik je yg jd sleepy aa???

and yet, im taking science physical in matriks..

perrggghhh

and she's doing her engineering at uia..

with PHISYCS..

ape la nasib..

dayah, fatthir, zieqa, ain..

gambatte..kita di kmpp now..

fatimah..moga berjaya ngn law..

farhana, adilah, syu bek, ecah, miza,

kema, syida, anis, diba, timah judi, laila

fiza, fatin, fildza, halilah, sya, and wan..

rindu time kita koir sama2..

walaupun time competition tu tetiba nk gelak

pasal aku dgr ade suare sape ntah pecah..

wakakaka..

nk gelakkan org, tiba2 suara aku plak yg pecah..

eh..

suara aku ke..?

ye la tu..

malu nk ngaku..

naseb microfon bkn dpan aku..

haha..

bnyk bnda nk crita..

tp..

tatau nk mule dr mane..

heh

as for today, enough la..

Getting weird..???

Getting weird..????

i'm getting weird.

(its a statement)

am i..?

oo man!!!

whats happening..?

these few days..

i admit..

that

i. am. weird.

sepatah kata mek n fali..

salah satu sndrom h1n1

ialah berkelakuan aneh..

yeke..??? x caye la..

hahah..

well..dunno why

but i feel different ah..

haila..haila..why??

masuk bilik pon x bnyk ckp..smpai roommate sume pelik je

cz aku la yg plg bising all the time..

aku diam time aku tido..n time aku solat je..

time2 lain mmg suare aku je la..

hehe

but after i received a call from X!@#$??

huh! body temperature getting hot..

sape ntah yg buat call merepek tuhh..

dah lupe..

all of sudden..week tu jd week plg senyap ah..

ceh..sampai roommate ingt aku marah kt diorg..

well..kpd roommate2 ku yg terchenta..

aku x marah kt korg as korg pon tau aku x reti nk marah2 org..

im just...haiyoo tatau nk ckp cmne..

maybe at that time, hormone x stabil kot..

apaper je la..

boley roommate aku ingt aku gadoh ngn boyfriend..?!!

cehs..ape punye tanggapan daa..

aku x maen r weh..buayafriend n gelifriend nih..

huh!!

"lovers they may cause u tears"

btol ke..?

is it?

sndiri mau tau la beb..

conclusion kt sini ialah..

im.getting.weird.

kmpp rocks!!

KMPP ROCKS!!!

First time met each other..

huh!!

semacam je rase..

tegak bulu roma..

heh!

ye ke..?

but then..

ni da dekat 3 months..

blajar dalam kuliah yg sama..

same class..

everyday meet the same person..

relationship yg mmg wujud tu..

rese cm makin tied plak..

dah start rase syg kt sume..

( i mean as a friend)

huh!

At first..about 18 people kot as if i'm not mistaken..

(faktor usia..lupe dh! smbil buat rolled eyes)

but now..

guess what..

tggl 14 org jek..

14 people..

i repeat

1 4

o.n.l.y

so..i guess all of us da start or appreciating each other

kot la..

tatau..

i can't read people's mind!!

sume ade their own character..

huh!

macam2..

a bit dizzy mizzy r gak duduk ngn diorg!

peerrrghh

tp that's life..

mane de org boley thn serious 24 hours right..?

giler namanye..

mek..fali..najwa..kak fatin..

farhana..aisyah..bana..and ika.

and the boys..

the only and only iznul yg slalu buat muke ketat..

huh!

khairul..juzaidi..ikhwan and

zahid..the kp..

you guys rocks..

luv ya!!

a message

I received a messsage from a friend last two weeks..

i kind of like the message that my friend sent to me..

hehe..

when u read that message, you'll feel something..

but i dont know what is it..

kind a weird..?

hehe

i am like that sometime..

whateverr..

the message is..

" Wahai wanita solehah, jgn risau akan jodohmu

krn muslimin yg bjaksana itu tidak akn terpaut

pada wanita hanya pd kecntikan, lirikan snyuman,

pd bicara manja yg menggoda, pada pujuk rayu seorg

wanita yang akan mruntuhkan imannya.

Sesungguhnya lelaki itu adalah pmimpin kpd wanita.

Andai belum sampai jodohmu, anggaplah bhawa lelaki

yang kau nantikan itu sedang membina sahsiah kepimpinannya

bg memimpin drimu. Kerana pada wanita itu pasti ada kekurangannya

dan hanya lelaki yang benar2 layak pasti akan hadir

untuk melengkapkan kekuranganmu.."

the message is really touchE right..?

uuhhuu..

bukan nk kata ape la..

but..

i've been in kmpp for about almost 3 month..

i just some kinda shocked for what i've seen..

maybe org boley nk kata that i'm conservative..

but look

i dont give a damn bout it!

a bit terrkezzzuut ble tgk org couple mouple nih..

cz kt school dlu..its different..

mayb tkutkn guru dcpline kot..

but now its totally different..

totally..

family jauh..

so nobody would notice if there's something wrong with you..

org yg x pnh couple, yg always said that couple is haram la..

tetiba she's the one yg couple..

apaper je la..

at least if she can take a very good care of herself pon da ckup bgos..

semua yang baik tu dtg dr allah..

yg jahat tu..mlalui diri kite sndiri..

think about it..

clearly dear..