Sunday, February 22, 2009

First Day Of Work

Well, as we all know..working epoch is not easy..moreover when you are an SPM leaver
like me..
without any experience and knowledge about work..
Maybe some of you may have known it before as you work within your holidays or whatever..
but, being in the working epoch is new to me..
I've never worked before as i am more comfortable to be at home.
But, after i have finished my 'nightmare' SPM, i decided to work..
rather than just sit at home and do nothing, i think it's better for me to find something that
can benefit me..at least i can buy my prepaid on my own..!(my mother bought my prepaid for
me before this..unbelievable?? hehe)
So, when my mother's friend 'propose' me to be a teacher at kindergarten in the morning
and at primary school in the evening, i am so happy and decided to accept her proposal
without thinking twice..hehe
Although my father a bit disagreed with my decision as he said that he can still afford me..
but, i wanted this job badly..well i though that working with children could be very interesting..
so..lasty the decision has been made and i started my work at Dzul Iman kindergarten
on the 6th of january 2009..
what a new experience for me..!
On my first day, it was not really hard
just that the crying scene you can see all the day..
haha..looking after children is not easy..!
(as i thought before)
also the wee wee (pee) in the trousers scene..
just knew that wee wee word maens pee..
seriously..
i just knew it today..! on my first day working..
teacher!! i want to go to the toilet..!
yes..sure dear! it's overthere..
waaa...teacher!!
what now..?!(monolog)
oh no....!
i think you all know what happen right??
hey..i'll be considered if he is new here or he is 4 years old kid..but he is the senior here yet he still pee in his trousers..
shocked me..!!
seriously..!
and now..i have to clean this up
was a mess..!!! i had to clean up all those..huh!!
Whether i like it or not, i had to do this..
After all, i am the one who decided to work here right?
but, i am not mad at that boy.. that's normal.. anyway, he's jus a kid..
fuuh...!! clening..cleaning..
Served me right..!!
waaa..help me..
but, i guess things would go better after this..i have to faced this because this was their first day..
so..i take it..i tried my best to work sincerely..hahaha
12.30..pm
I had been waiting for this time to come since 10.30..
what a long long day..!
at last..my suffer with the cleanings had finished
fuuuh...!!
I only can rest for about one and a half hours as the primary school session starts
at 2.30 pm
i want to sleep..i want to sleep..
my first half day of work made me SO tired..(penat G.I.L.A!!!)
At 2.30 pm sharp, i was there in front of the children from standard 1 to stanbdard 6 at the assembly court..
I was so nervous at that time..
felt like there was so many butterflies in my stomach..
and suddenly i had a stomachache to face with the children..!
alright..cool..calm down
you can do this..! they are just small kids..
relax..relax..
Ya!! they are small kids..but they were starring at me like they were bigger than me..
okies..relax..i can do this...
so..it was the time for me to introduce myself then..
i starred at them once and i started to talk..
Assalamualaikum everyone..my name is nurul athirah and you can call me techer nurul..
well, i'm new here and i hope that you all can give me your full co operation..hmm
i am 18 years old..
hahahahah!!hahahah!!
what was that??
what??
they were laughing at me??
cehs..
what the...!?
why???
teacher, seriously..are you 18?
hmm..ya..why?
nothing,it's just that..hahaha!
they were laughing at me because i am 18??
huh!
whatever....!!
well..overall
my first day in the primary school was not as tired as in the kindergarten..
i am the class teacher of class standard 1..
that's quite interesting i hope..
so..
that was my first day at work..
tiring but i enjoy working with children..seeing them happy make me happy too..
all my problems fly away when i see them laughing and smiling..but when they started to cry, all my problems came back and take their seat into my head..
working epoch is tiring, but, if you do it with sincere you'll be very happy and proud
of yourself..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Let's talk about life

LIFE
pain and plain ain't a crime
because it's you
celebrate life
It's still beautiful
No matter how much
it has made you
black and blue
Therefore, my sisters and brothers..!
Live life
Love life
Mistakes are invertable, aren't it?
and it's that
That makes life
invaluable
It's a gift from The Almighty
isn't it?
so,
have we thank Allah
for the life he gaves us?
for the fortune he provides us with?
for the tests he made to us
to show that we've never been forgotten?
Oo dear, sometime we even forgot to say
Alhamdulillah..
Alhamdulillah Ya Allahu ya rahmanu ya rahim
for every single things you gave us..
everything..
Never leave what you can do today till tomorrow
because you never know whether your heart is beating
in the next morning or not..