Its been a while since i wrote the last post. well, actually i've been very busy for these few months. Tutorials, quizes, co-curiculum, sports, and final exam. what on earth..? huh.
and you know what, i realised now why my uncles didn't support me when i decided to go for matriculation and yet they as me to go for diploma. I now realised that life in matriculation is not an easy one. Once you take a break, or let say you left one step behind, you'll be lost.
Its not like school life anymore. Its totally changed. you have to depend on yourself. Just trust no one more than you trust yourself. It is normal for the youth to think 'why should i waste my 3 years taking dip while i can finish up my matrix and go for degree on the next year?' that is what i thought after the spm results was out. stubborn girl..kepala konkrit.huh
and one year at matrix is not easy..! seriously the very the tough one. should i say that i regret my decision now.?
i have to face the path that i taken.so here i am with the very giga punye susah final exam.
i am scared..what if i cannot make it.? what if my result is not good till i cannot get to continue my next sem..? haila...haila..sangat takut..
its all depends on me rightio??
live for today to create the future.
i have to start thinking what i wanna be in the future.
still haven't found yet the ambition that i've been looking for a while.
All this while, in my mind..there's only 1 vision, study first,job will come later when i get the best result.but now, i think i have to change that.
seeing my friends all having their own vision make me a bit jealous.
designer, doctors, nurse, engineer..huh..
i have to start thinking, searching, and knowing my interest..
should i take a personality test huh??
haha.
haha.
